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A day of fits and bursts, mostly :). Some things went well (lunch, for instance, was delicious), and some things went not so well. That the well-things alternated neatly with the unwell-things is both kinda nice (no long-run bad times, I guess ...), but which ends up leaving me here (at 2:27am! Pah!) feeling a bit out of sorts and rather bored with life. Sighs. Hopes that stealing a book from SPS and reading before bed (assuming I have strength following the cycle back), and hoping that'll make things ... better?

It was an ironic VD, too: of all my friends, just about EVERYBODY I KNEW (or, err, atleast it felt that way?) was pining over someone, or something, or somehow, or ... yeah. On the whole, it was kind of nice being alone - but not too lonely - and in general, having a good time of it.

I am vaguely worried that things are going to get much, much worse before they get better. Well, no - it's more of a kick. A fear-kick. It makes you feel good and alive, and like you've achieved something? but at the same time, you know you haven't, you know that you're not (or, what's worse, you shouldn't), and yet circumstances might pull things out of your hand.

Addendum: It's now 6:30am. I've been up all night chatting with Ifty, Viks and Salman. Such is life. But am much more relaxed now. Things - in general, in total - are a whole lot better than they were three years ago, and whatever happens - whatever's coming - I'll handle it. It'll be cool.

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